This week baby is the size of a sesame seed and it's heart is growing it's 4 chambers. I'm praying for a healthy heart.
I'm a little over 5 weeks now and still a little in shock and a whole lot of nervous. I haven't shared the news with anyone except a couple close friends. Right now it just doesn't seem real, at least not until I go to the doctor. My first appointment is not for another week.
I have been feeling pretty good. I do pregnancy yoga every morning which has really helped with the nausea. Other than that we are both terrified at losing this baby. When we talk about it, we say "If this one lives..." It's sad that this is our reality.
I have so many ideas for the announcements, etc through the pregnancy. No matter what happens with this baby, I want to enjoy every minute of this pregnancy because it will be my last.