Yesterday I had a vision that left me in tears. If you're not a believer of the spirtual world and the signs they send us, then this post probably isn't for you. I was driving to deliver some memory boxes to Lurie Children's Hospital for Mended Little Hearts of Chicago and I was all into this song I was listening to and all of a sudden I got this vision, a day dream. My parents showed up at the hospital while I was in labor and when they asked where my room was, the nurse asked them to wait in the waiting room. She told them that I had just delivered a healthy baby and that we were spending our time with it. (I'm saying it because I don't want to give away what I think he or she is) I just started crying and thought this one really does get to stay. I had seen this picture at Hobby Lobby a few months ago, before I ever knew I was pregnant and loved it so over the weekend while it was half off, I decided to go buy it. It completely terrified me that I had bought this. I never got to decorate Olivia's room and Asher never made it home to his room. I want to use a lot of what I already have but make the room completely different from what it was for Asher. I know they both will be incooperated into the room somehow. I just think after being so scared after buying this that Olivia and Asher knew I needed a sign, a vision that this baby will be staying.
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About MeI have experienced two separate losses to stillbirth and infant loss to CHD and blood clots. This is my online journal with my 3rd pregnancy, my rainbow. Archives
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