This week, the week of New Year's I am 6 weeks. I am starting to get morning sickness....right around dinner time which is the same time I would get it with Olivia. I have no real cravings although yesterday a burger sounded so good to me. I haven't eaten a burger in months. I am starting to show but I'm showing a little high so I can still fit my regular jeans so that's a plus. I don't own a lot of flowy, baggy shirts so hiding this will get tricky. This week no one is really around work so I have just been wearing black which hides it well.
Tomorrow is my first doctor's appointment and I am really nervous. My husband has to work so I will be going alone. I'm just ready to go for the doctor to tell me this is really happening and what to expect from appointments, although I have gone over the plan with him so many times.
I think that once I go to my appointment, I will be a little more excited to share the news. I have been dreaming and hoping for this baby for two years now but I am so nervous about sharing it with the World. This is my last pregnancy and I do want to make sure I enjoy every bit of it especially doing the announcements the way I want (that will be another post on what I have planned). I'm trying to make sure I have complete control over every bit of this pregnancy which may mean I end up doing things outside of the norm but I'm ok with that. I have to do what makes me feel good and happy.